
I lived at the square in a cozy railroad apartment. At the time, I was an insomniac who devoted hours to studying classics. I translated the Gettysburg Adress into Greek in the style of Lysias, a whimsical task assigned by my Greek Composition professor. Who thought these things up, I wondered? It was in the tradition of the nineteenth-century gentleman reading classics at Oxford or Harvard. I would never become a nineteenth-century gentleman, but I might well be the reincarnation of Elizabeth Barrett Browning, who also translated Greek.
But what to do about the loneliness? There I was, stuck in a carrel at the library, consulting reference books, dictionaries, classical journals, re-translating Lysias’s speeches, and skimming a biography of Abraham Lincoln (that was unnecessary). Sometimes I dragged my books down to the cafeteria for a snack and coffee. It was the refuge of raggedy, wild-eyed, incoherent students who had not slept in days and barely remembered their names. There should have been a sign above the coffee pot: WE NEVER SLEEP.
And then it happened: someone was giving away free Siamese kittens at the market. She was wild, but it was love at first sight. Here’s what no one told me: Chloe knew Greek.
It was no longer necessary to live in the library. Chloe helped me: she batted at my Bic pen when I wrote in a spiral notebook, guiding me to refine my prose. She sat in the dictionary when I tried to look up kakodaimon (“evil genius”).
“Chloe, don’t you want to look up kakodaimon?”
She did not. And so I affectionately called her Kakodaimon if she left footprints in the cornbread, ripped the curtains while speedily climbing them as if they were Mount Everest, or knocked over the Christmas tree.
Chloe was not thrilled when we adopted other cats. One day she led them through the back of cupboard to a crawl space between the floors. One of the cats got lost. We called her name repeatedly to guide her back through the portal.
I wonder why we didn’t name any of our later cats Chloe. Some people do that. If their dog is Fluffy, all their later dogs are called Fluffy.
But we have never had another Siamese. And it wouldn’t be right to call a calico or tuxedo cat Chloe.
And they probably wouldn’t answer to it anyway.

My beloved cat, Clarycat, died on November 20th, 2023. I had her euthanized because her quality of life by that time was non-existent. It was a long ordeal of brain tumor, and then cancer. I loved her dearly; she was my perpetual companion for 15 years and 3 months. I’ll never forget her or stop missing her.
Ellen, I am so sorry to hear about Clarycat’s death. Poor Clarycat! It is tragic to lose any family member, and the cats are our great friends. So horrible that she got cancer.
I’ve been grieving since a couple of weeks before I had to have her euthanized. I miss her very much. I wrote about it and here in my Under the Sign of Sylvia II:
https://austenreveries.wordpress.com/2023/11/21/clarycat-has-died-2009-2023/
If you go to recent postings on the Sidebar you’ll see there are several about her, the progress of her
disease and also our sad Christmas without her.
Ellen, they do treat cats’ illnesses better than they used to, but we have lost a cat to cancer, too. It was very, very sad.
I will read your posts now. I do love cats, and I met Clary and Ian when I visited!